pI wrote this book for myself. Ive kept journals and scraps of paper from college and high school notebooks. Notes in my phone and napkins from coffee shops and restaurants. It was all for me until I remembered that there is more to life than just me. More people who love so deeply that they feel every ounce of it in their body. Those who take on more they can handle those who are afraid to say no those who try so hard to be everything for everyone. In my relationships Ive been told Im too emotional yet too reserved. Always too much but also not enough. Ive been told Im confusing cryptic and complicated. But Ive also been loved so deeply that it scared me. So taken care of I thought I didnt deserve it. ppThese poems are my lowest and highest moments. My deepest emotions and connections. My relationships with my body partners family and friends. These are about heartbreak grief addiction and longing. The feelings of falling in or out of love with yourself or with someone else.pbrbr