SHORTLISTED FOR THE 2023 COLE FOUNDATION PRIZE FOR TRANSLATIONA nuanced feminist and deeply personal take on beauty culture and YouTube consumerism in the tradition of Maggie Nelsons Bluetsampamp10As Daphnampamp233eacute B. obsessively watches YouTube makeup tutorials and haunts Sephoraampamp8217s website sheampamp8217s increasingly troubled by the ways in which this obsession contradicts her anticapitalist and intersectional feminist politics. In this poetic treatise she rejects the false binaries of traditional beauty standards and delves into the celebrities and influencers from Kylie to Grimes and the poets and philosophers from Anne Boyer to Audre Lorde who have shaped the reflection she sees in the mirror.