A gripping memoir that shows what freedom looks like when we choose to examine the uncomfortable pastJane is to the world a charismatic personality opinionated an innercity teacher and public activist a lover of Italy proud and successful ampamp8211 who thrives on a carefully crafted life narrative. Susannah her beautiful only daughter and her intended protampamp233eacutegampamp233 senses the stricter darker truth and fights to resist the control imposed on her by her mothers narcissistic tale especially as Susannah becomes a mother herself.But then Jane at 75 healthy and fit chooses suicide leaving her daughter with grief and the unwelcome gift of 45 years of hidden diaries. Daring to read Jane after her death is like unlatching Pandoraampamp8217s Box.